Its amazing how returning to the past can show you just how much you have grown, how much you have accomplished, how better of a person you really have become. Spent the last couple nights with a friend of mine prepping to set foot back into the city I hadn't seen since October, the only city until recently I claimed as a home, a city and a life I abandoned last June. It took a lot of emotional preparation to accomplish what I had to do tonight. I had to say goodbye to pretty much my favorite person and return to a place I wasn't quite sure how I would react to. Needless to say its been an interesting week or so. I went back, made my first real drive and it was lovely( drove through a couple rainbows and didn't hit anyone, I consider this a very good trip :p). Showed up maintained a wonderful streak of productivity that entailed much dusting, laundry, and arranging, not to mention the construction of a bed. I do so like putting things together. After everything was said and done me and friend and his new house mates ( who are pretty wicked btw.) all went out to explore the bars. Got food and drinks and met up with some old friends. I think considering how I left the city things were handled very well. I realized how much more confidence and energy I have since leaving the situation I was in. Eventually I returned to the room all made up and said my goodbyes. I will very much miss my friend, and the city that unlocked so much in me but I have a feeling I will be returning soon enough and things will work out well but as much as I adore a catalyst I also have a very big way of going into mourning for it. So here is to a wonderful night and the hope of many more to come.
Good luck my friend, and it was lovely to see the rest.
Sweet dreams.
Tori.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
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