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so i have been inspired to take this blog back up .. considering i need more thigns to do online and i miss people takign em seriousely... or at least reading and laughing and smilign and liek .... god i love tori and her crazy ways...

so college is exciting ... kind of .. see i miss people ... i miss knwoing people and being able to claim them and hug them and love them and make jokes and feel liek one of the group again and every time i think abotu this i think of hayley and kailee... and well since ive been here ive noticed a few other super close friends.. like maureen ... so to make my story a point filled one... i started to get super depressed this morning and missed high school and missed all my friends and decided to cheer myself up id go to kams room so i woudlnt be alone ... ended up watching him im a few peopel till i layed down on his bed and hence came the tears... at least i was quiet and not hysterical .... which is good.. but then he was singing and i smiled and i felt a little better to just release some physical emotion....
then later i got ahold of miranda and went and got food... miranda is my favorite person here .. she is soo adorible and shes leik me .. onli ... she dresses different lol ... shes so cute tho! lol we have the same exact build and we both have family in scranton ... isnt that wikid?! ,.... lol but yea so i went over and we called kam and watched bloody mary which was kinda an urban legend movie so i loved it to peices.. and mid way im gettign happyer cuz im relizeing .. i may not have a lot of freinds but miranda and natalie are super cute and sweet and ... nice.... and thats all i need ...

... i am still very sick of every guy looking right thru me tho ... but i guess thats just soemthing i alwais have and alwais will need to get used to ... i dont look particularly easy or attention grabbign ... so .. yea... im nto reali that boring ... i just dont wanna cut off people so im nutral .. lol ... i love every thing and every body so why shoudl i favor one over the other?

im babbeling ...

i miss you guys ...
and i love my new freinds...

its a good ... day

<3

(maybe i shoudl have mentiond i start ragging soon .. explains it alllllll)


-vic