oh oh! Lets over think EVERYTHING!

So the absolute best part about my new career is I am completely under slept all of the time... again. Woo...
or not.
And unfortunitly when I get that way I get very cranky and over think every little thing. So those pants straight out of the dryer fitting snug means I have gained a million pounds and am going to turn into a fat cow, my person joking with some girl means I am completely hideous and no one will ever love me, my friends not answering their phones means they hate me, and my inability to remember what day it is means I am losing my brain entirely.
Frankly my only solution to this is more napping and general self care and to fake it till I make it .. right?
I started to be happy doing that and I kind of lost it so reset?
It is kind of hard at the moment but what I am aiming for and fortunitly some good things have come from my brain not shutting off ... like I remember how I fixed myself before, removing toxic people and things from my life, imposing some self discipline, self betterment as a main priority, etc.

so umm .. in my lack of nap thought process... wish me luck <3