beauty

i want every day to feel like today
soft weather
i want an abandoned hous ein the country to play in
to find old things
to find forgotten things
to have somewhere nothign else has been
well nothign in a long time

i want ot take pictures of my feet when i walk
i want to capture the circle around the moon and paint it on my ceiling
i want to henna sleves and feet and wear nothign but red and orange silk for a mnth
i want to wear my bindi and my curls
i want to own a house one day and fill the living room to match a morocan resturant
pillows on the floor and scarves on the wall

i want to belly dance with bells on my ankles and hips

i think the ankles and hips are 2 of the most beautiful parts of the human body
i love my wrists
i want to wear bells on them too
but mostly they already jingle
i want to be graceful
i want to be a dancer

she has a body like a belly dancer
and i love them
one thing that has my entire attention

i want to spin in circles and spin till im sitting and pick the nearest flower and lose myself in it
i want to grow up and be a mermaid
i want to talk to my fish every day
i want to have prudence forever

i want my children to grow up and be as strong as i am
but i want them to be as innocent as i am too
i want everyone to expeirence beauty

everythign tends to be lost
i want to swim
i want to sleep in public
i love sitting in the road

i want to wake up one day under a tree
never knowing when exactly i stopped paying attention to my thoughts and fell asleep
i want to watch myself for a week
i want to wander london by myself

i want to sit and sing
i want to stay beautiful
i love my freckles

i want my freinds to come back to me
but i kinda want to be alone
i dont really want to understand who i am
but i want to understand everythign you say
and every thing you do






i love who i am