*every thing comes full circle*

when i lived in north carolina i was head over heals in love with a boy named nick mebane.. he was the cutest blond haired god of a seventh grader.. and i worshiped his every move.... one day in our new class rooms equiped with tvs in the top corner with digital read outs of the time he freaked out and started blowing kisses at the clock..... he said when the numbers are the same you kiss the clock and make a wish, so me being the loyal subject i was every time i saw a clock with its numbers the same ever since closed my eyes made a wish and blew a kiss.... something ive done ever since.... even if just out of habbit.. every one could use a reason to make a wish ...

well today i finished my paper and to celebrate i spluged online and spent alot of time surfing myspace.com .. i added my old schools and did some searchign .... ive always been the time of girl who likes to show of so i sort of always in the back of my mind wanted to meet nick one more time to show him that i m not a little girl and that i can be pretty..... so i kept my eye out for him .... well i found him ... hes now with a girl who in the year book seemed nothign special but is very beautiful now .. and i seem to rmeber her a little bit... all i can rememebr is her glasses... ive always been a poor judge of girls..... but anyway .. i surfed through his freinds profiles and found a guy named jamie ... he seemed very interestign ... but he didnt look familiar..so i sent him a message asking if he was there while i was .. he was....
he imed me later and we talked for a few hours... im truely spellbound.. i wish i knew him forever.... hes an awsome person ... hes best friends with nick ... i got to talk to him a little bit but i was distracted by jamie , seth , and sleep..... so my comback wasnt what i hoped for but my new freidn is more than i hoped for ... so life is good
i eventually got off aim and layed down .. the clock said 1:11 .... i closed my eyes.... opend them once more and all i could say was thank you
every thing comes back
everythign comes full circle.....

i love you and i love life


vic