recovered borderline patient

woke up this morning .... walked down the stairs where i was being yelled for ... started the laundry ... but on my way down the stairs i closed my eyes and saw my cell fone with a voice mall message on it ..... hmmm i went back up stairs picked up my fone turned it on and bingo 3 mins later there was my voice mail alert...i call it ... its "bundy" telling me i should call ryan and tell him how much i love him and let him take me awai to az to get married and start a cool family ...... moms on the line ....... she tells me to get off...then im gettign called again .. i go down stairs not lookign forward to what she has to say ... she cant stand the fact i still talk to ryan .. she thinks he is horrible and doesnt beleive i had as much invested in him as i did and thinks its easy for me to just say goodbye... well it isnt .. and yea it sucks cuz now i have to sneak and not tell them i still talk to him ..
o and now shes takin up teasing me about kris....... jesus christ...
it woudlnt be so bad if she did imidiatly tell me to clean the bathrooms i cleaned leik 4 days ago ... vacum the whole house and do all of the laundry ...mom is just to much .... she needs it all .. and then shes hatefull on top of it ...


but i stayed downstairs and re listened to the message to make sure i heard it right and made the eggs mom told me to make for myself (shes not good peopel lol ) and just to let you know ... im not good at making eggs.... i can make jus about anythign else..... just never make me make eggs...
and my glass of generic v8 tomato juice...

and the south beach diet begins...

so i had to stay awake cuz i had just eaten so i rewatched girl interupted and im about to tape it ... that and jaw breaker... awsome movies i love my sarah she has the best taste and she's so good to me .. i hope she gets in and i hope we have a blast next year...

o yea! my check bounced at vcu! wtf!? .... ugh .... ill fix it .. i was onli short liek 3 dollars too .... blah!

ive been looking for scholarships and thier all esays and i was downstairs and mom woudlnt shut up about how i have to get on it and start doing scholarships.... i was liek yea but theres this essay and this art project and yea ive got a few i saw .. and she was leik well come on tori! you just have to fill out a bunch of forms! .... i looked at her liek she was insane... their alllll essays mom .. all of them ! there isnt one form ... she looked down and was liek o...
lol ... not liek she got a scholarship... cuz she didnt go to college... she did the nursing school thing ...

i will never in a million years be a nurse...

ever....

my horoscope yesterda said someone might be planning a suprise for me .. made me sad.. i never get suprises.... blah

well my tummys freakign out .. adn i need to go start this tape ..... and cleaning...

muah!*****


vic