my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so i die happy , so wont you kill me

how come every time one little thing goes wrogn everythign likes to follow?! ......

im half wai done ith my paper..... and now im feeling icky from over eating and listening to dashboard confessionals...


the other day at work i wrote myself a note to post on here... btu i forgot to because of the paper...



*the missing post*

omg! i love my job ...
this little boy came in with his brother and his grandma .. he was playign with the guns and she kept tellign him to stop so i looked up and he was sooo adorible he was this little black boy with long eyelashes and this cute little button nose and omg he was so cute i wanted to grab him up and hug him and squeez him and talk at him ... and it hits me why i wanna do that .. he looks just liek garret... just with a differnt color skin ...he was a little quiet to be garret ... hes more happy and bouncy and super sweet .. but t6his kid was very reserved ... but he said a lot of the same thigns garret says ..but yea....
it made my day
i miss my little boy ... hes my favorite person in the world
him and his new little brother zach.....

i miss them so much i cant wait till may .. i get to go to pa ... but only for a weekend...
it depresses me how much i wont be able to go up there for a while ...
i miss them soo much ...
but grama and aunt elain are coming to my graduation!!!
first school thing that soem oen who isnt michael or mom and dad are coming to ....

life is semi good.... now i just need to find a dress .... and maybe a date .... but im not to worried about it ...



muah starshyne



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