flipper died a natural death, he caught a nasty virus

......wow.....

i told ryan about kris...
bad bad bad move
i miss ryan soo much
but now he hates me ...
well he says he doesnt .. but i know he does hes tired of this little girl and he wishes i never was
i miss him
and i will alwais love him
thats not even a fuckign question ...


why ?


there is a line of guys right now .....

i dont know what to do
i dont knwo what i want ...
i want to be with other peopel ..
but not if it fucks up me and ryan
not if one day he will be it .....
but isnt that the whole reason we split ?
cuz i want to try out every other guy ......

maybe if guys wernt so carnivorus
and every time i met one they asked me how i liek my sex
id liek more of them like i liek ryan

but i am nothing but your fuckign steak


take a fuckign bite while its still here


vic.....