dying

thank you ryan



any way sugar is bad .. so is being me .. but yea.. my head wont get straight and i cant think .. and its makign me feeel super monda mega uber fuckign depressed
not kewl
and now my head hurts
and ryan is reading over my shoudler.. and correctign things.. it hink if i had an im convo with him hed have a heart attack .. o well .... we coudl always just revive him

but yea.. this weekend shoudl be fun ... or not i have no idea...
i dont really wanna work .. and i HATE sugar .. im goign home and going for a walk if mom isnt being a bytch ...
*spasms* im soo angry right now but my body is so fucked over i cant show it plus if i could i woudl be throwing shit and scraming and .. yea .. life isnt good right now .. and it makes my head hurt



fuck

vic