IM BACK

ok so i ve been writign alot in my head but unfortunitally its hard to save that stuff.... ok so baisics...

i went to the beach .. we stopped in savanah so i could check out SCAD .. savanah college of arts and design ... it was kewl ... i got in this group with a cute irish guy .... so i had something to do while michael dragged me thru the animation section .... the irish guy had been accepted alreadi ..... which made me feel a little small .... that the cute ones ... who are artists are very out of my reach .. 30,000 dollars out of reach ......... so im not applying any more ...
im still waiting for my vcu one back .. btu im not worried about ti .. im goign to pennstate ... case closed... there are bois every where ill get over it ...
ok so then we went and picked my gram up ... and went to the villa ...... where we baisicaly lounged and slept and read and watched tv till we decided to go stuff our faces.... we ate well .... i actually went and worked out twices too!! ... lol .. good girl ... and wednesdai i got all my home work for governers school in .. and ms elliot sent me an email about how she was proud of my initiative.... i was smilign for the next 2 dais ... which was ending yesterdai ... then we took gram to the air port which was crawling with mariens....... i wanted to cry .. these peopel were no older then me ... in thier uniforms ... i was liek omg!? are they goign to iraq?! ... lol im slow sometimes .. but dad said they were prolly leaving some base near by i forget the name to go to job training,...... but i still felt sad like this over whelming feelign that these were the peopel who were dyeing ...........

very sad

um ... o yea ryan gormes wrote me an email back ... liek one of my onli cantacts from va while i was there ... lol it made me smile...

i went to a morrocan resturant ..w here u eat with your hands .... the food was sooooo good .. and we had a belly dancer.. and i have wanted to be a belly dancer for a while now ... so i was totally enthralled... and a couple dais later gram bought me a mini kit on how to be a belly dancer that had awsome little cymbals with it ...... im gonna have so much fun ... the bally dancer was so cute she had this puchy belly and she was still hott ass hell ... so yea im gonna practice and be a self taught belly dancer .. untill i have money to waste on professional lessons and im less cubby so ill feel more confident dancing half nekid lol .. i dont have a body issue ... just an issue fittign into my cloths....
i hate how peopel think im complaining about being chubby for attention but im complaining cuz it literaly hurts and it makes me sick ... and i straight up feel leik shyt ... so right now im putting myself on a diet ... nothign extream cuz im also gonna be workign out ... but goal is to be able to fit into my clothes comfy again ..... and maybe even some i cant fit into at all .... new years resolution

o at this art store i got my dad the all american pin up book ... its pretty kewl ... im in total like with george petty maybe ill find some links to show u his work .. but yea ..

um ...


i bought a bag full of tapes at the auction todai ... ranging from papa roach to acdc and metalica to stp to snoop dogg and dr dre and the notoriouse big ... oo and soem disco funk tape ill bring if i ever get a ride from george but i think i might keep this one ... i already got george a couple of funk cds... im sure hes happi ...

i got kailee and hayley little somethigns for valentines dai .. cuz im a gift a holic and i needed an excuse to buy them the things i bought them lol ... and valentines the closest one! lol ..... but i hope they liek em ... ill write em up cards tomarrow at work and get little baggies... *so proud* i love getting peopel things...

o shyt ...
mondai will be .... sadd..... my liek only valentinesday here... and.. chances are i will egt nothign .... not even a look or a wink either......

le sigh



but yes ive written more then my share but i had some topics planned to rant on .. maybe later


muuuuah

vic