why shopping sucks

ok so we went out to look at prom dresses....
every thing was so pretty and glittery ... but im realistic and i know that certain most things look bad on me ... cuz im allllll curves...

so yea.. nothign fit right and i was slightly irritated and i needed to get new pants...


im officially a size 12..... and officially deadly... its leik pms but with a reason ..

i do not like being a 12 ... i am pissed i wa sin the changing rooma nd i went thru leik 8 pairs of pants and my mom was in there and iw as complaining about how i eat rigth and i excersize and im not a pig and i start cryign .. liek u can hear it in my voice.... that shrill paniky whine thing...

and it slams on me that im tryign on size 13 pants and nothgin is fittign me ... and im getting sick ...

im spazing out and mom just sighs and says well its just geanes theres is nothgin u can do abotu ti ...

so i shoudl appreciate the fact i am as small as i am .. cuz if i didnt eat rigth and exercize id be a fuckign cow...

but im a 17 yr old girl with no bf and a prom to get readi for ...

i will spaz about my body cuz it is my job so goodnight!


viC