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ok so todai was ...deffinitly a day

first things first i debate what im doing.... i know im just being weak and pathetic and going with the things im used to ...
i gave him the letter nay way
im still debating what i wanna do with that ... i almost just said screw it ..fuck it all .. i dont need this .. no letter... but im the girl who wants to change every one ... so he got the letter and i dont know wat to do prolly let him fuck with my head a little more and hope somethign good comes along in the mean time...

theres more to that too

i got my lighter cover from steph tho .. its awsome as fuck!

woot!

so then i go to class .. and sleep .. then second ... im allreadi and rareing to go ... open note exam woo hoo! ... i sooo forgot my note book and started to cry cuz fuck .. thats an exam .. but he said the paper i turned in todai is 50 percent of the grade so yea.. i shoudl be ok .. not great but ok .. and yea thats good enough ...

i managed to finish alot of the exam even though i ddint know most of it ..

third period was decent ... then i get to lunch ..... have a tiff with travis ... iw asnt even that mad to begin with but the fact he wasnt even sorry just made me feel so much worse cuz latly every ones going out of there way to fuck with me ..and not a single appology ... fuck them
shane signed my year book ..... made my day a little brighter......awsome

then i have an awsoem convo with amanda burgos... shes a fuckign sweetheart!

i slept fourth period...... almost compleatly.. and then george took me home .. i was walkign up the way to the parking lot and adam sort of dropped back and walked with me a couple steps... i wanted to hug him and smile and ish liek every thing was fine................... im pathetic... then he ran up with drew and that was the end of that .. in the over flow justin was leaning on a car .. fuck hes georgouse... hes another person who could fuck me over hard and i woudl forgive him ....i gave him hugs and my cell number maybe one day he'll call ... i dunno .. not to worried about it ... its just nice to hug someone who at least pretends to care... so then in the car with george...
we drive to scottsville to get gas and i call mom to tell her what is up ... and ill be kinda late...
the car breaks down half way from scottsville to my house..... mother fucker... rigth at 420 .....lol ...but it starts up again a few mins later ... kewl .. we make it to the lake and it starts getting shakey again .... we cut off the engine to get in and it does not start up ..... well drew and adam are at subway so i walk george up to subway and chill for a few ... admireing adam ... but still debatign what on earth to do .. and him and drew go inside with ricky and i chill with george till john comes out ... ......then i decide its home time .. i start walkign home and jeremy and his mom pick me up and drive me the rest of the way wich is good cuz it is very hot out ...


so then i get home adn dad has jumper cables.... so i try to call george ..but i dont have his number so i call jeremy and ask for it but get drews cell instead... tell him tot tell george and he said he woudl and that george woudl call me ...... didnt happen .. btu o well ... so yea.. i just got back upstairs.. mom brought us mcdonalds so now i feel all full and grody ... but it was semi yummy...? eh im not in a junk food mood...


wellill stop now .. that was the majority of my dia


muuah babels





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