over it

ok well the last few days were hell i was workign way to hard for somethin iknew i wasnt gonna end up with ... and well guess what last night a lot happend and i dont even know what she siad to him but you know what .. its over .. he wants shit to do with me and i know i was being lied to alot so yea.. its done im over it now im not gonna lie i bawled my eyes out all dai todai but you know what .. i feel so much better ... all of my stress and pent up worthlessness feelings have disapeared... freinds are awsome people and screaming even if onli at fluco fest makes every thing feel better.. fuck i even got my voice backkk . ... he wasnt healthy for me and he was hurting me psychologically which was fucing with my body ... i havnt eaten ne thign today except for ice cream lol ... and i feel fine this mornign i thought i was gonna puke every where i was shake ing and super upset but i feel fine now .. and if he does want ne thign to do with me he can shove it ...

my birthday party is startign at 6... its gonna be fun ... and im glad he wont be here

im glad its over ... im just pissed i had to be lied to for so long ...


i dont liek liars i dont liek pot heads and ass holes just suck as a rule


*starz*

tori