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ok so i was feeling tons better and than i had my bdai party
it kicked ass!
janice john sarah and laura and jen were the main peopel there .... hayleya nd chris and jeffer and pete showed up later but left quick cuz we have presentations in the morning ... but yea.. janice got me a dead kennidys cd and laura got me a gift certificate for plan nine ! woot whata recod store should be! im sooooo going out to get my bikini kill cd asap! .... i neeeeed that cd lol ... well everythign was awsome john was liek the onli guy there for the most part and we all started to talk about our boobs and tampons and ish .. he liekd the boob part cuz yea he was surrounded by like 5 girls grabbing thier boobs... o yea! lol ... laura and john smoked so we spent alot of time on my back porch .. and it smeels leik smoke .. but i like the smell ... but yea.. i was doing soooo great totally happi till john adjusted his hat... backwards.. and i was immidiatly back in the hall with " him " yesterdai and he put his hat on me backwards leaned down and gave me a kiss,,, his kisses made me melt .. every time ive ever kissed that boi i wanted to never stop .. so i snapped back to reality and got uber depressed but no tears thnk god! ... and i should be fine i mean im goign to pa tomarrow and wont be back till wednesdai .. and yea ill onli have to see him liek 3 more dais.. and hopefully that ll make it easier...
me and laura are gonna be together liek all summer !! lol i love her soo much ...
fluco fest was awsoem i got to hang out with denny abit and im sure he thinks im stalking him .. he just makes me feel so good inside hes ... so... i dunno refreshing? ... and yea when i was around him i felt liek i was better then the situation again .. like maybe people were rigth and i deserved better and yea... i felt happi for even a split second... dont read so far into that .. i mean hes good people to have as a friend.....
travis was sposed to show at my party.... didnt happen ...
jam band kicked ass todai !! weee! i love my george!! and parker makes my day him and his churchyness lol .... i rememeber him preaching to me when i was a freshmen and i was in love with josh neeley... lol and drew was utterly amazing .... i almost started wigging out tho ...cuz watchign him i wa sliek wow .. then i was liek hmmm he smokes alot of pot .. then i was liek yea with adamm.... and then i started to blame him and i got mad at myself for blaming him and yea... drews awsoem and he seems super nice.. i m not hating him at all .. this has nothign to do with him ...
im so proud of them tho ....
i have presentations in the early morning so i must go finish that and then sleeeeeeeep ... hopefully ill dream of someoneelse and ill be happy ...
i dont need his bs... btu it wont ever stop me from wantign it ...
but i dont think ill ever touch that again ....
thnk you for being there ..
tori
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