how...

how could some who makes me sooooo depressed make me so utterly amazingly uncontrolibly happy.... and turn around and amke me sad again//////..........


i dont like how wehn i see him im estatic but when i talk to him online i wanna die .....................blah

ijust wanna reach out and grab him.......


did i mention how amazibngly georgousely hot he is too??:



blah... tomarrows my 18th bdai!!! hopefully ill be getting a ride home ;////////





-vic