hmmm

i feel so out of place here... i dont like shift bars to much ... but i'm goign to college soon so i should learn to like them.
speakign of learngin to like things , how does some one go from thinking some one is the most irritating thing in the world to being with them and not having a way to not be with them , while still not being alloud to see him ?

life would be so much easyer right now if i just broke up with him right now and pursued the other guys ... but im so insecure sometimes... like .. i think i wont do it cuz a) i do really liek him b) im not sure if i have a chance with the others or c)woudl i do the same thing with them that i do now ?

i dont liek this...


i blame ryan











*angry*
vic