i feel like writing

its 11.30 .. i feel liek writing .. telling storys.. tellign feelings...

enjoi


you know that feelign you get when u get called ot the front of the class.. to the front of the room .. to every ones attention .. but yournot scared , u just stand up walk to the front and smile knowing the teacher failed, the speaker failed!, he tried to make you upset he tried to make you shake and sweat, to make you want you want to curl up and hide for weeks , to wonder what every oen is thinking as you slowly inch your way up to the front of the room . its amazing to watch thier face subconciously drop when u bounce up to the front beamign , looking liek you prayed for them to pick you , to ask you to have the honor of visitign the front of the room ...

one of the reasons i love 1st period .... and when dr. s tries to punish me for sleepign my making me come to the front ... make him cry


there are no more tears left inside of me
ive grown up ... really quickly
im not afriad any more

when im ove to pennsylvania next year im going to buy two mice and cage ... i will breed them .. and feed them and play with them and hide them from my grams cat, ... the girl will be hayley and the boys name is still up for grabs .. maybe alex or chirs or nick or somethign .... no i don tliek nick ... or chris .. or alex for a mouse... ok some one claim it and you can have it .. so ne wai .. i want mice really badly for some odd reason right now ... i also really want to be accepted into pennstate... like right now... im soo worried ... o and i could prolly use my period .. ne day now ... that woudl be very nice ... *bytches at god*

well some one worth while is online

nyght

vic