im so absolutly frustrated... i havnt gotten to see my aunt in how fuckign long!? grrrrr and i went to psu.edu to check on my application status and there so busy transfering the ssn to psu codes the site isnt letting me check it ... so all i get to do is wait .. for a letter.. for me to start gaining weight or to bleed .. i almost had a heart attack .. my mom emptied my garbage can .. and uh yea i dont know if she saw what was in the bag or not .. but if she did she might not say anythign cuz it was negative..... but yea... i doubt she did ...
so yes.. ive been gritting my teeth .. im waitign for every one to go to bed so i can take out my binkie .. cuz my jaw hurts ... and my head hurts and ... because of my parinoia ive been magnifieing any sort of movement or pain or twitch or anythign in my stomach ... it sucks ......
i dont know how to play hard to get .. i dont liek it ... but its the only way i dont come off as a freak or a slut .... save me .. i just want soem oen who is my age and into my sort of things to have intrest in me .. me not my body .. me ! .. in all my wierd aclectic freakish glory... damn i cant wait till next year!
ok so every one out there pray for eithe a) snow so i dont have school b) my acceptance to psu c) a lack of child in my stomach and if ur christian u better pray for that one cuz if there is one im killing it or d) all of the above!!!
and ill give ya a quarter
and then i found five dollars
vic
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hi.. this is babygirl90 u signed my guestbook about being happy about being single... and now im gonna tell u something and u probly wont agree with me, but oh well.... if u are pregnant, dont have an abortion, becuz 1. ull have to live with that for the rest of ur life, 2. ur killing an unborn child that has no chance of having life.. and 3. u could always have the baby and put it up for adoption. But like i said, u dont have to agree with me, but no matter what thats what i think. I dont believe in abortion, but im not gonna criticize you about it. And im sorry for prying, but that was just my opinion. And u dont have to agree. u see im catholic, and when something like this comes along, i get nervous, becuz i knew a girl that had an abortion, and she died becuz of it, and even though i dont know you, i wouldnt want ne thing to happen to u, becuz im sure ur family would be devestated... again im sorry for prying... i guess ill leave it at that, because i dont want u to be upset with me...
babygirl90
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