psychosymatic swelling ...

i finally listened to autumn to ashes.... i like them ...
i dled some ani difranco ... im still working on that


i think my stomach is swelling ... probably in reaction to my constant poking pressing and pinching.... i hope

im beyond scared at this point ... but all i can do is wait .. and go to the bathroom every five minutes praying for blood ...


im not graphic ..

i tried to call kailee 2wice today to ask her about the hampster i hope she can keep it for me .. other wise there is little else to choose from .. i was tellgin my mom about it .. i was liek im sooo happy soo excited .. my mom says there is no hampster and that tori is lyeing to me .. my moms wierd... all i can think about right now is my stomach i think im gonna go take a long bath and press on my stomach some more .. but first im gonna google soem stuff on it .. if any one can tell me anythign about pregnancy signs old wives tales anythign ... that can help my parinoia ...... i will love you forver and dedicate u a whole post .. but im no fun to listen to when im freakign out ... so ill let you go



*half assed smile*

vic