"for this whole horrible half hour ive been tryign to forget you but its no use, jethro i cant think anymore so i know you must be the man for me"

once again shyt fucks it self up in my head...

i had an amazing day friday i got togo one a feild trip got to wear my favvvvvvve tank top lol ... (boobs ) ... and i got to go out to see sin city with sarah and slept over her house... sept i after the play i COULDNT stop thinking about him ... it was driving me madd.. i dont want to be in like with someone i know i cant have .. i dont wanna be in liek with some one i know will just brush me off or even worse pretend liek everythings ok and unknowingly get my hopes up ... i want to stop thinking about it .. i want to be able to focus with out chills going up my spine becaus ei rememebered what it feels like when he touches me and how much i want to have that all the time....
damnit it miss him i just wish he felt the same............



STOP FUCKIGN THINKING ABOUT IT

i hate being a girl ...
girls are so weak and guys dont liek them .. unless their dateing them and theni ts only cuz they are pure sex......

ugh

i need to be not single...




tori