Wednesday, April 27, 2005

i feel liek such a stranger

i hate not postign in here...

lifes kinda... blurry right now .. im losing touch with reality and everythgin will come rushing back ther minute i graduate... i hat ehow i numb myself under pressure..


lets see school life- decent
love life - absent .... but has a few potential openings?
spirituallity - still absent... maybe college will give em tiem to work on that again
friends- decent
diet- total crap
body- see diet
esteem - so layed back i forget im noticed by ne one ... so its not low but it isnt cocky...

it helps to make things un blurry ...
but this is mine and no one reads it ne way so ill used to to ramble about meaningless nothign!

my legs have been hurting for a while
i hope it isnt a blood clot
i dont wanna die
i also hope it stops cuz it hurts and makes me wanna cry in the middle of doing nothing ....





i love you




not realy but that word is about as costomary as sayinf bless you


so bless you




vic

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