momentary self loathing being blamed on you

Sunday, April 24, 2005

you cant see me
Current mood: frustrated

you dont see me
you dont care..
i might as well not be here.
if i was gone woudl you notice
if i left town woudl ne one be upset

i wish it was next year ..
i wish i could get out and see the peopel who do care about me
fluvanna is a hole.. an empty worthless hole...
u sit at home and wait to leave

next year shoudl be good
but that isnt now
in the mean time i sit here and rot and dream

its a horrible life

itll be over in september

i love you