intreblaze24

prominade


still no date, which would be fine ... nevermind it is not fine! it is my senior prom damnit... but i want to go with some one i like.... some one who i can have fun with ... i woudl kill to ask john and him say yes.. but im running out of time and i dont think he would say yes... maybe if i offered to buy his ticket? ... i dont know... ill try and talk to him this weekend...

but any way ..

i feel liek the whole world is against me right now and the people who arnt i feel so far away from .. i realy just want to make their problems dissapear... and i would kill for some one to come hug me rigth about now... but some one who i like ... im not talkign abotu crush im talkign about someone who i can be me with someoen who makes me happy a real friend and not this cutsy hug hug kiss kiss bs....

i wish i was more then friends with john ....... but this isnt the point... its just hes the ONLY person in fluvanna i could see myself with ... but its prolly just cuz i dont know him well enough to not liek him yet lol








so fucking out




that girl