can u help me im bent .. im so scared that ill never be put back together

ok .. so im folding laundry .. thats when i do my most thinking ... and it tends to be not good thinking ... cuz i dont liek folding laundry there fore i get frustrated and angry and yea im gettign to the point...

i was watching jawbreaker... and julie and this actor guy hook up and thier happy and he loved her .. and he has intrests and a passion and a life.....


wow i hope no one takes this wrogn ...

but i alwais manage to end up with some one i cant do much with ... we just hang out .. and do nothign ...
which starts me thinking about my issues... only to start listeing to bent by matchbox 20 ( one of my fave bands some one should by me a cd ) and im thinking ... damnit ive spent most of my high school life searching .. seaking out people to date ... being complaetly desperate for a one person to give me all thier attention ... and now since ryan .. i still want somethign but i want it to fall in my lap im in refusal to look for it ... .... but when certain things do fall in my lap .. and they want me alot and they need me to be there for them my psyche fucks up and says tori what ever youdo do not! i repeat do not! let them have what they want you have workd so hard for jack shyt now they must work .. and meek little tori says but ... i need to be nice to them .. and then we get a sitiation where peopel get hurt..

but i almost need to be like this... im worried about next year... and im worried about changing... and im worried abotu hurtign peopel .....

and still all the while i would love to be in a relationship ...

i blame all this cxonfusion on the pill ... mom thinks its to much for me .... i dunno, i normally dont get this depressed anymore

i knwo half this post shoudlnt be read by any one ...
but i still lvoe you



bye........

vic...

yesterdai

so yea yesterdai i ws at work .. and this guy comes in with a little boi ... obviously dad and son .. and well the little boy is toting a belle doll... from beauty and the beast .. and well yea .. the dad looks very tired... hes tryign his best to get the kid to get a ball or somethign .... but then he says hey look theres a mermaid to the kid... and the kid comes up to the counter mermaid princess in hand asking the nice lady (me) to buy it for him ...lol ... then to pick up a buttfly pen too ... all the while the father saying o god ....

it was crazy ness....


but i finally got around to hanging out with laura yesterdai .. i m walkign to her house and i can see my house thru her back yard .. so needless to say i will be cuttign the woods a lot more now! ... me and her will be walking together lots soon too ... im kinda sad ill be at prctice all the time now tho .. but ill be home bout 630 ... itll be lighter out later soon enough

but im soo excited

well i need to go get readi for work

*kiss*


vic

why shopping sucks

ok so we went out to look at prom dresses....
every thing was so pretty and glittery ... but im realistic and i know that certain most things look bad on me ... cuz im allllll curves...

so yea.. nothign fit right and i was slightly irritated and i needed to get new pants...


im officially a size 12..... and officially deadly... its leik pms but with a reason ..

i do not like being a 12 ... i am pissed i wa sin the changing rooma nd i went thru leik 8 pairs of pants and my mom was in there and iw as complaining about how i eat rigth and i excersize and im not a pig and i start cryign .. liek u can hear it in my voice.... that shrill paniky whine thing...

and it slams on me that im tryign on size 13 pants and nothgin is fittign me ... and im getting sick ...

im spazing out and mom just sighs and says well its just geanes theres is nothgin u can do abotu ti ...

so i shoudl appreciate the fact i am as small as i am .. cuz if i didnt eat rigth and exercize id be a fuckign cow...

but im a 17 yr old girl with no bf and a prom to get readi for ...

i will spaz about my body cuz it is my job so goodnight!


viC

this close to givign up

well yay! im baisically in the play i just have to show up to practice mondai! *tripple score* ... but yea ,... the onli even slightly bad part is havign to deal with danielle...
my plan is to baisically dont talk to her .. or travis..
cant be that hard..

but im reali starting to miss him ...

mother fucker

o wellll ...

i almost entirly disown michael ...

im hoping this being sick mess goes awai soon .. but i know its just now gettign bad...

well i wish i could at least get all this nasal sinus shyt gone......


ugh

vic

ugh...thats about it

well i feel liek total crap....but hopefully i get to go to cville tonight .. and if not i think i will call laura and we can go hang out ! *score*...im sooo bored right now the uva enginering students are taking a quiz thingy .. and we have to be quite.. and these computers are stupid ... i wish i could fix them .. btu id need pass words.. o wellllll .... .... proof of fluvannas stupidity... easy fixes... blah




well i lvoe you guys


vic

hmmmm

i had a dream last night me and mali got in a huge fight.. off the side of the road...
the entire dream was wierd...
but garret was in it .. i miss my babies soooo mucho .. thier the best little cousins in the world..

well todai we have a two hour delay.. i was planning on sleepign thru it but thnk you very fucking much dad.. now i cant...

did i mention how much i disliek my family...

next year will be so much better... im so excited..

but yea i have to call some one about fafsa realy quick .. so i ll go now .. ill repost in 4th !

vote!!!!! (i still have that five dollars *taunts*)

http://daddario.guitar.com/Search.aspx?strBand=Novembers%20Child&sTitle=&sGenre=0&uDate=1/1/2005%2012:00:00%20AM

wowness

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRIS


wow... todai has been very good. ish ...

http://www.impressionbridal.com/images/prom2005/ad459L.jpg

the oraneg one is what i want for my prom dress... im hoping it isnt a million dollars... and im hoping i can find it close.. they say theres a store in farmville but yea...

i got a ride home on amy walk today from jamie.. im pretty sure she works next to me .. other wise i just knew she looked familiar...

jackie imed me and told me theirs and opening in the play !!!! im sooo excited ... i hope i can get it .. how hard can it be to act that im in love with some one ?! lol
im also super excited cuz i foudn otu abotu our senior trips!
ones a cruise lunch shoppign dance game thign in baltimore and the other is a picnic thing ...

75 dollars alltogetehr

yay


muuah starshyne


vic

its amazing what people will do when they think no one is watching

*smiles*

i gave kris his bdai present last night ...
we hung out till 4
we had fun ... but yea...
hes back in blacksburg now ... he'll be back for his spring break

i went out side this morning and it was liek nothgin happend... like my porch is an entirly different world at night that has nothgin to do with what it is durrign the day ...

wierd

turns out michael heard me come in ... i told him it was the bathroom door and to not worry about it .. i dont think he knew kris was over at all .. my whole family has been sick and sleepign alllll the time...

i dont think im gonna get strep ... which doesnt make sence...

but im not feelign anythign sept for a light head ache and im guessing light nasuea but it could also just me being mal nurished .. as usual ...

well lllllll ... ugh ... ian ... just to let you know ... its not exactly nice to stick someone on a guilt trip over that kind of shyt ... ...

my stomachs hungry... i think i will go eat


love


vic

*if i kissed you woudl u tell?*

i had fun i reali did ..

even tho we had to wait 30 mins for food .. with crappy service and no napkins... and no milkshake! lol ... i swear its ok
and i saw danielle who looked pissed off wich made me smile inside ... which leaked out all over my lips and i grinned liek a cocky madd woman ! .. what me hate her?! ... never!!! lol
then we were late to the movei .... but not to late.. and we couldnt steal the cover off the fone lol .. and the movie... wasnt great at all ... boogy man ... yea... blah ..
but then we went and walked in the cold..... which was the better part of the night ... and i got home on time ...

over all it was fun

maybe spring break will be warmer

spring break shoudl be fun ...

i also get to go vcuing with sarah!!
who came into the store he bdays in march... 27th i think ? maybe not .. btu yea.. im gonna give her her thign ... i got daddy a gospel bluegrass cd for his bdai i found at the dollar store and felt he woudl appreciate it .. ill give it to him with his book for his bdai .. ijust hope its good...

ummmmm ... im prolly gonna be gettign sick .. liek right now ... so i should go to sleep

muuah babikins!


vic

dying

thank you ryan



any way sugar is bad .. so is being me .. but yea.. my head wont get straight and i cant think .. and its makign me feeel super monda mega uber fuckign depressed
not kewl
and now my head hurts
and ryan is reading over my shoudler.. and correctign things.. it hink if i had an im convo with him hed have a heart attack .. o well .... we coudl always just revive him

but yea.. this weekend shoudl be fun ... or not i have no idea...
i dont really wanna work .. and i HATE sugar .. im goign home and going for a walk if mom isnt being a bytch ...
*spasms* im soo angry right now but my body is so fucked over i cant show it plus if i could i woudl be throwing shit and scraming and .. yea .. life isnt good right now .. and it makes my head hurt



fuck

vic

emotional orgasm

wow ... today has been a wild emotional day

first im on the bus .. half dead... dreading the day and not feeling like putting on make up .. chris rides the bus today and so every one is all excited and were flashign cell phones and pete listens to his cd player ... once we get to the middleschool sherri yells and says we obviously dont understand her and that she has to write up at least 4 highschoolers for cell fones and cd players... i wanted to cry
but i dont think she did it ... i hope it was just a warnign ...

then i get to first period late... ticked... but he didnt mark me i pay for my choir shyt and then i got chill out for a little ... only to get to do choriography for the rest of the class *yay* well we start workin on partner moves .. fun .. but akward... girls have to be all flirty and mess... and i was with joey basile .. whos a little taller en me but skiny .. were set up by height... but turns out guys have to lift and spin the girls at ones point ..... not gonna work with joey so i tell mr scruggs and that one kid who i thought maybe liked me offered to try .. hes kinda short but he could do it ...
*smiles* he did it ... alot

member how i said one of my total wants right now is for some one to be able to pick me up and spin me around ... liek as a bf gf thing ... well yea... im not saying im in love with the kid now or anything
but it definitly help release some of that need .. knowing that i can be picked up .. plus im workign on the whole losing wieght thing so by concert itll be easier for him .. nto that hes havign a problem .. but any way ive been on cloud nine from that for a while .... makes me feel so good..
no ones like picked me up and spun me since i was little . minus liek one or two times in 9th maybe i dont memeber .... *sighs* but yes that was a good thign ...
so then i slept most of second...
third was fun i got to talk to sela all period but i do that any way ...
4th was semi boring but i had magazines... and the tvs kept screwing up so the uva class was pretty bad lol .. but i went to talk to kailee and that whole little group and me talked about dreams and ish ... i should go for a quick walk .. i need to keep it up .. specially since im all crampy ... but yea .. so then i had givin kailee my ibuprofen and cell fone in case i got in trouble for the fone so i asked her for a ride in the mornign so yea we left and i was in the car and spazingout about the guy .... so tomarrow ... yea i dont know yet ... but i hope every thign works... im terrified... i just .. want ... never miiiind!
but my big new!!! i came home all just head spinning and i looked at the mail and opend my vcu envelope ... i was very liek o .. yea i got in ... woo ... hoo ? ... but then i looked at tuition and squeeled .... sooo much cheeper ill be able to pay off college in zero time .. and ill be able to get acar sooner and an appt and every thign ... so i wa sliek guess its vcu then .. kinda bummed but a little more happy ( i hate spending money) but then i call sarah who applied for thier arts department ... who will get in with out a doubt ... her sister goes there too .. but yea... she gets me all excited .. were gonna room together and life will be good ... im sooooo happy ill have some one ... and its sarah ... i love her!! ... but the thing that made my cry was the fact that when little girls grow up witht he same people and they make best friends they plan to got o colege and get married and all that sort of stuff together ... i never had that ... ever i moved to much... so i was liek omg .. its like my little dream come true and i cried a little.. i was so ... just wowed,,,, btu another mondo hugo plus is ill be staying here... so i can hook up with some one from school and i can keep freidns and ill be here for all the foot ball games and im soo fuckign happi!

i lvoe you guys so much but im gonna go work on spanish.....

adios!


vic

she rarely discuses her veiw on lifes philosophys anymore, but when she does she'll drop ur jaw

i dont want to talk about it
dont wanan think about it


forget it



i neeeeeeeeed to talk to kailee... like ... now... i hope i get to soon ... im lookign for horiscopes to get sent to my fone... i can never find ne thign online .. they do that on purpose to frustrate me

i sorta got all deep about my veiws on life and relationship sex bs when i was talkign to ryan ... think i shocked him a tinsy bit
turns out its totally imposible to get ANY work done around him ... my qoute paper was shyt ...... damnit...

o and my gangster status is being reveiwed... due to chapstick

*giggles*

4th period makes my day ..sept for on tuesdays and thursdays... and i just plain dont like wednesdays there is no saving them .... period!


i love you


ive been in a have to say that mood ... so every one shoudl soak it up and feel my love

cody had a vibrating duck ... he killed the batteries...
some new guys rockign a semi hawk ...
i think he might be with jessica
i should express my feelings of hate for her to him ....
dont ask why .. just let me do it

i had things to say

but this entry is my mental spill over

i think i type ... no matters!

but ill write you a real entry soon ... tonight

muuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuah


vIc

*gurgle... gasp ,,, silence thud of my head on the floor* paassssed out!

i wa sup till 3 last night
kris is just one of thos epeople u talk to and one min its 1:10 then it 3:00 .... so ye a... i ve been runnign on 3 hrs of sleep .. im gonna go finish my spanish work then crash

but first

i went and walked to foodlion ... i feel better about me .. i just wish my pants did ...

mom took her car to get fixed... they looked and fixed it and then it up and stopped on her way back home on the high way ... so car is gone ... towed to some where... hopefully itll be fixed soon ...
dumb car people.. if she ignored the noise and figured that they fixed the problem then she could be dead...

*angry*



but yea... since i was all lack of rest i was very edgy and waiting for 4th period cuz i get to chill out and play with a computer and talk to george and ryan and kailee and all them ... and then i forget its a tueday .. we had to sit in the other room while i worked ona failed attempt to a coloring worksheet for spanish .. and they were talkign abotu how ryan got sick... i hope hes ok ...


hm


tired


vic

scream.love.scream.sionara

i just got offa the fone with ryan .... which is kewl cuz im sure i started to get boring but not kewl cuz my dad has something shoved up his ass where he thinks i am sent here to make his house perfect and that thats all im here to do no matter what ...


he got madd cuz the laundry wasnt compleatly finished cuz i had to start the dryer when i got home and asked me how early he had to wake me up to get it done...
FUCK that ... i dont wake up early ... and not to do ur damn laundry

but any way he came home and started yelling ... while i was on the fone .. it was embarasing.... but ryans kewl so im sure he understands.. plus his mom reminds me of mine ........ *le sigh* i have to go make pudding for pie tonight...

o btw!! HAPPY VALENTINES DAI!!!!!!!!!!!

heheh

i love you alllllllll


ur best valentine

vic

reward

who ever can tell me whos number 566-1548 is gets 5 bucks

manana will be odd

ok so i made kailee and hayley pretzee cards for thier gifts.. i just havnt written in the m yet.. i had to cosumize them so i feel crappy cuz they look ... juvinile.. btu they shoudl iek them right ?!

found out theres more to persons story than i woudl have liekd to have known .. and if i didnt have so much into it i would giev up right now ... but me give up on somethign i want HAH ... but yes this will be some work ..

i miss every one ..... curtis said i missed some quizes .. i hope i dont have to make them up .. i hope i didnt have to do ne thign ... ugh ..

i shoudl go finish the cards.. is houdl also finish readin about mary bell ...
serial killers amaze me ...

*muuuah*

viC

IM BACK

ok so i ve been writign alot in my head but unfortunitally its hard to save that stuff.... ok so baisics...

i went to the beach .. we stopped in savanah so i could check out SCAD .. savanah college of arts and design ... it was kewl ... i got in this group with a cute irish guy .... so i had something to do while michael dragged me thru the animation section .... the irish guy had been accepted alreadi ..... which made me feel a little small .... that the cute ones ... who are artists are very out of my reach .. 30,000 dollars out of reach ......... so im not applying any more ...
im still waiting for my vcu one back .. btu im not worried about ti .. im goign to pennstate ... case closed... there are bois every where ill get over it ...
ok so then we went and picked my gram up ... and went to the villa ...... where we baisicaly lounged and slept and read and watched tv till we decided to go stuff our faces.... we ate well .... i actually went and worked out twices too!! ... lol .. good girl ... and wednesdai i got all my home work for governers school in .. and ms elliot sent me an email about how she was proud of my initiative.... i was smilign for the next 2 dais ... which was ending yesterdai ... then we took gram to the air port which was crawling with mariens....... i wanted to cry .. these peopel were no older then me ... in thier uniforms ... i was liek omg!? are they goign to iraq?! ... lol im slow sometimes .. but dad said they were prolly leaving some base near by i forget the name to go to job training,...... but i still felt sad like this over whelming feelign that these were the peopel who were dyeing ...........

very sad

um ... o yea ryan gormes wrote me an email back ... liek one of my onli cantacts from va while i was there ... lol it made me smile...

i went to a morrocan resturant ..w here u eat with your hands .... the food was sooooo good .. and we had a belly dancer.. and i have wanted to be a belly dancer for a while now ... so i was totally enthralled... and a couple dais later gram bought me a mini kit on how to be a belly dancer that had awsome little cymbals with it ...... im gonna have so much fun ... the bally dancer was so cute she had this puchy belly and she was still hott ass hell ... so yea im gonna practice and be a self taught belly dancer .. untill i have money to waste on professional lessons and im less cubby so ill feel more confident dancing half nekid lol .. i dont have a body issue ... just an issue fittign into my cloths....
i hate how peopel think im complaining about being chubby for attention but im complaining cuz it literaly hurts and it makes me sick ... and i straight up feel leik shyt ... so right now im putting myself on a diet ... nothign extream cuz im also gonna be workign out ... but goal is to be able to fit into my clothes comfy again ..... and maybe even some i cant fit into at all .... new years resolution

o at this art store i got my dad the all american pin up book ... its pretty kewl ... im in total like with george petty maybe ill find some links to show u his work .. but yea ..

um ...


i bought a bag full of tapes at the auction todai ... ranging from papa roach to acdc and metalica to stp to snoop dogg and dr dre and the notoriouse big ... oo and soem disco funk tape ill bring if i ever get a ride from george but i think i might keep this one ... i already got george a couple of funk cds... im sure hes happi ...

i got kailee and hayley little somethigns for valentines dai .. cuz im a gift a holic and i needed an excuse to buy them the things i bought them lol ... and valentines the closest one! lol ..... but i hope they liek em ... ill write em up cards tomarrow at work and get little baggies... *so proud* i love getting peopel things...

o shyt ...
mondai will be .... sadd..... my liek only valentinesday here... and.. chances are i will egt nothign .... not even a look or a wink either......

le sigh



but yes ive written more then my share but i had some topics planned to rant on .. maybe later


muuuuah

vic

*change*

he looks different...
he onli calls me drunk
hes neevr nice...

he isnt my ryan any more...
there is nothign left to miss....
nothign left to want


im leaving this afternoon as soon as i get home .. im going to the beach ... its gonna be warm there ... *anannaanna!* and you cant come ... none of you i get to go be by myself with my familia! and not you .... but yes... that also means no school work ... and yea.. but ihave to go find lugage upstairs... im procrastiniating .. cuz then i have to clean .. i hope we just dont have school todai i have so much to do ... i had so much fun last nigth and i came home and worked on my anotated bibliography i talked to ryan some and went to bed before nine.. i got woken up by mom and i thoughti was dyeing! i thought it was this mornign and i had to rush around and pack ..... man i hope i packed well .. i was so half asleeeeeep .. but yea then i pass back out to wake up at 3 am to my cell goign off..... i have no idea what to do im so asleep .. i dig it out of my bag and check my vioce mail .. ones ian and two are a rather drunk ryan ...ian called at like 11 so i call ryan back .. we talk for 6 minutes.... he was very drunk .. it made me sadd .... it made me feel so empty .. he was my world even after he left.. and now he is nothign he is no where near ryan .. my ryan was sweet funny nice not a druggie had wikid taste in music .. and a good kisser....

now hes a snobby frat boi wanna be drunk .. who calls me while his cousin is having sex in the back ground.....


u might as well shoot me now ...

and i dont know how to explain the whole sitiation i have with ian to ian .....


mother fucker ... my nets retarded... well im posting this then turnign my comp off!

caio babes

vic

cafien is not my freind!!!

so todai was fun ... we got out of school early but i got to go to fourth so yay! and kailee gave me a ride home ... so we went into town ..w ent to goodwill i got an awsome new coat and a free hat ..... lol .... and its very cute! lol then we went and got starbucks... caffein and a chocolate tofee brownie thign .... ha! diet my asssss! ... but it was fun ... sept now cuz im in such a caffein shock .. im bugging out! ... grrr... but its goign awai .. im working on my anotated bibliography .... that i have to have done by tomarrow....... *ugh* ... i reali liekd ryans thug shirt todai .. lol ... tomarrow im leavign! im goign to south carolinia for a week ... to hilton head island where its warm .... ja and u wont be there..... !!!!
but i hate packign .... and im exhausted... i m gonna quick bs the rest of this thing and look for tabs for round here and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep


ugh

vic

counting crows- round here (how i feel sometimes)

Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog
Where no one notices the contrast of white on white
And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right
I walk in the air between the rain through myself and back again
Where? I don’t know
Maria says she’s dying through the door I hear her crying
Why? I don’t know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she’d like to meet a boy who looks like elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she’s walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off
Says she’s close to understanding jesus
She knows she’s more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when she’s nervous

Round here we’re carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she’s slipping through my hands

Sleeping children better run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mama’s little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says it’s only in my head
She says shhh I know it’s only in my head
But the girl on car in the parking lot says
’man you should try to take a shot
Can’t you see my walls are crumbling? ’
Then she looks up at the building and says she’s thinking of jumping
She says she’s tired of life she must be tired of something

Round here she’s always on my mind
Round here hey man got lots of time
Round here we’re never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late
I can’t see nothing, nothing round here
Catch me if I’m falling

against the wall

what an excitign night

im still very perplexed...
but novemebers child is still the hottest bestest ... most awsomest band ever!!!!!!!!
...ever!
lol i shoudl be puttign some pix up soon ..on here or where ever ill try and put em up some where not private ...

but yes...
i officially dont liek tuesdais or thursadais .. and fridais where never my day ...

and damnit .. i should just stop looking at people .. everytime i turn my head some one else is pretty... ugh

to many pretty peopel .. to little tiempo!!!!!lol


caio babes u shoudl sleep

vic

of course u can i used to sing it to you

morgan ldm14: learn to play that blind melon song
morgan ldm14: for some reason i can see u singin it
morgan ldm14: blind melon - no rain

well ryan is home in az...
i think new zeland might have changed him ...
but no worries...
i dont talk to him much any way ...
not liek ill prolly ever see him again

except when i took the trash out and i could see him walking down the hill to come see me .. and i smiled big ....

not healthy ... damn it!

life will forever be changed due to you ... but i cant have you back dont want you back ...

damnit self get back on track ...

im deffinitly going to latte talent .. daddy is takign me ...

im very excited

i wont miss a single nc show!! well sept for a sweet 16 party that im not invited to .. but thats one of curtises students... so its not my place to be


love you so much

vic

what to do

ok so i was all upset with my delema....
go into fourth period... feelign totally nakid/ vurnarable / exposed
so yay! hayley lets me wear her sweatshirt
feels alot better.. its wierd how cloths make moods different...
but ne wai then ryan made me feel even more better... .im not liking his gf to much .....
but thats to be expected

i hope i can go to latte talent ... then i get to hang out with ian ... and try to make my choice.... i cant do it now cuz i never see him .. i have to hang out with him and figure it out...

*sigh*

i hate dilemas


vic

soo angry at myself

im so mad at myself it just doesnt seem to want to listen to me any more .... grr

" responsibility"

my paper for governers school tomarrow

"Responsibility"
By:Tori Small
"Life is no breif candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I have got a hold of for the moment, and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations."

-George Bernard Shaw
(1856- 1950)
(Irish born playwright, founder of "Fabian Society")

I chose this qoute because I felt I could relate to it better then all of the other qoutes, but I mostly liked this qoute because it represents how I would like to live my life. I beleive your life is what you make of it and you need to take responsibility to become the best person you can be so that your life will be rememebered and smiled upon, not shunned and forgotten. I dont want people to pity me when I die for ending up just another somebody, I want to be rememebered. To be rememebered I must take initiative, responsibility, to become something, to go out and be. Everyone should do this, there is no excuse for not doing what needs to be done to be known and remembered as you want to be. No one wants to live the life the slacker ends up with, no one wants to end up with no choices, no choice but a dead end life. Every one should be remembered for something great, everyone should go out and do what it takes to become everything they want to be,there is no sitting around and waiting for it to happen.

KAILEEE!!!!!??? lol *gets out a net *time for hunting lol

Taurus

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