Friday, January 13, 2006

heffer goes to heck

turn to channel three

wheres the remote

you poor fool you still dont know where you are do you !? there is NO REMOTE!!!!


AHHhHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!



"*cries* im a glooton im a glooton " ( poor cow cant say glutton)

humble bees

i drempt about splinters last night
i wasdoing somethign with m hands andi kept haveing to pull little shards of wood out of my finger tips

myspace is down alot latly

michael drinks to much juice
and eats his lunch for breakfast

so michael while were on that topic
when did michael become the biggest ass hole on earth? hes foudn a way to make my life hell every day ive been home , and continues to do so . today is moms birthday and i m goign to be cooking all day so as he walks out of the door "have fun doing nothing "
does he not ocmprehend that i am on break ... that this is my vaation and i spent the whole time cleaning thier fuckign house?
hes likeing to flaunt his grades and talk about how hes going to have his liscence before me and how hes going to get moms car

first off mom said shes not giving her lincoln to ANYONE
so he can shove it

i dont feel so hot this mornig i had a foot long meatball sub
and apparently it never digested....

:(

well im off

vic

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

beauty

i want every day to feel like today
soft weather
i want an abandoned hous ein the country to play in
to find old things
to find forgotten things
to have somewhere nothign else has been
well nothign in a long time

i want ot take pictures of my feet when i walk
i want to capture the circle around the moon and paint it on my ceiling
i want to henna sleves and feet and wear nothign but red and orange silk for a mnth
i want to wear my bindi and my curls
i want to own a house one day and fill the living room to match a morocan resturant
pillows on the floor and scarves on the wall

i want to belly dance with bells on my ankles and hips

i think the ankles and hips are 2 of the most beautiful parts of the human body
i love my wrists
i want to wear bells on them too
but mostly they already jingle
i want to be graceful
i want to be a dancer

she has a body like a belly dancer
and i love them
one thing that has my entire attention

i want to spin in circles and spin till im sitting and pick the nearest flower and lose myself in it
i want to grow up and be a mermaid
i want to talk to my fish every day
i want to have prudence forever

i want my children to grow up and be as strong as i am
but i want them to be as innocent as i am too
i want everyone to expeirence beauty

everythign tends to be lost
i want to swim
i want to sleep in public
i love sitting in the road

i want to wake up one day under a tree
never knowing when exactly i stopped paying attention to my thoughts and fell asleep
i want to watch myself for a week
i want to wander london by myself

i want to sit and sing
i want to stay beautiful
i love my freckles

i want my freinds to come back to me
but i kinda want to be alone
i dont really want to understand who i am
but i want to understand everythign you say
and every thing you do






i love who i am