victoria

ok so people suck .... we knew this
but they pic my most depressed upset hopeless day to drop everything on me and make me the fuckign bad guy ....

cuz its my fault life sucks

didja know that ?

well ne wai ... i dont feel good and im frustrated and angry....

but some oen thought i was pretty today so it wasnt a compleat waist......




fuck it.....



vic

hmmm .... title here

i am angry

i was having teh shytty day yesterday ...and i freake odut at dinner and yea... so i came home and i was feelign a little better.... and igot online and started talkign to jamie ... afte ri got off the fone with travis..... which caused my net to be a little sketchy ... ....yea.. so i was getting irritated.... but yea ... back to the point..... talkign to jamie.. feelin a little better.... sent danny a link and he said i rule .. little better then fucking bam.... everything died...no net from last night round nine till at least this morning when i left for school ...so yea ... it didnt help me... i felt totaly helpless..... i was in the middle of checking messages on myspace....... i want to know what they said .. but i cant myspace on these computers...... ...ugh


i havnt posted in a while


ethan grabbed my arm on his way by today .. i thought he was mad at me ..l but guess not.....
i talked to adam.... i mean i fuckign talk to him all the time online .. but like once in a blue moon in person .. he is soooo fuckign quiet...l blah.... hes pretty tho ......,






blah .. i want tobe on mycomputer with out these damn blockers... and viruses and spamand ...... sticking space bar.... ok im gonna go .. ryans being a nudge...


vic (as editedby ryan (aka enormous gormes))

*every thing comes full circle*

when i lived in north carolina i was head over heals in love with a boy named nick mebane.. he was the cutest blond haired god of a seventh grader.. and i worshiped his every move.... one day in our new class rooms equiped with tvs in the top corner with digital read outs of the time he freaked out and started blowing kisses at the clock..... he said when the numbers are the same you kiss the clock and make a wish, so me being the loyal subject i was every time i saw a clock with its numbers the same ever since closed my eyes made a wish and blew a kiss.... something ive done ever since.... even if just out of habbit.. every one could use a reason to make a wish ...

well today i finished my paper and to celebrate i spluged online and spent alot of time surfing myspace.com .. i added my old schools and did some searchign .... ive always been the time of girl who likes to show of so i sort of always in the back of my mind wanted to meet nick one more time to show him that i m not a little girl and that i can be pretty..... so i kept my eye out for him .... well i found him ... hes now with a girl who in the year book seemed nothign special but is very beautiful now .. and i seem to rmeber her a little bit... all i can rememebr is her glasses... ive always been a poor judge of girls..... but anyway .. i surfed through his freinds profiles and found a guy named jamie ... he seemed very interestign ... but he didnt look familiar..so i sent him a message asking if he was there while i was .. he was....
he imed me later and we talked for a few hours... im truely spellbound.. i wish i knew him forever.... hes an awsome person ... hes best friends with nick ... i got to talk to him a little bit but i was distracted by jamie , seth , and sleep..... so my comback wasnt what i hoped for but my new freidn is more than i hoped for ... so life is good
i eventually got off aim and layed down .. the clock said 1:11 .... i closed my eyes.... opend them once more and all i could say was thank you
every thing comes back
everythign comes full circle.....

i love you and i love life


vic

where is yoru boy tonight, i hope he is a gentleman

i finished my paper!!
omg i am excited...
mom just asked me about my party.... i m gonna have a cookout bdai party for my 18th! on may 14 after the play.. it hink im doing the playu that weekend... but yea...

i feel so releived that my paper is done.. i just need to tweek it and viola! ...

*collapses back in chair.... *

report cards are scaring me ... ....


i lvoes you







vic

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so i die happy , so wont you kill me

how come every time one little thing goes wrogn everythign likes to follow?! ......

im half wai done ith my paper..... and now im feeling icky from over eating and listening to dashboard confessionals...


the other day at work i wrote myself a note to post on here... btu i forgot to because of the paper...



*the missing post*

omg! i love my job ...
this little boy came in with his brother and his grandma .. he was playign with the guns and she kept tellign him to stop so i looked up and he was sooo adorible he was this little black boy with long eyelashes and this cute little button nose and omg he was so cute i wanted to grab him up and hug him and squeez him and talk at him ... and it hits me why i wanna do that .. he looks just liek garret... just with a differnt color skin ...he was a little quiet to be garret ... hes more happy and bouncy and super sweet .. but t6his kid was very reserved ... but he said a lot of the same thigns garret says ..but yea....
it made my day
i miss my little boy ... hes my favorite person in the world
him and his new little brother zach.....

i miss them so much i cant wait till may .. i get to go to pa ... but only for a weekend...
it depresses me how much i wont be able to go up there for a while ...
i miss them soo much ...
but grama and aunt elain are coming to my graduation!!!
first school thing that soem oen who isnt michael or mom and dad are coming to ....

life is semi good.... now i just need to find a dress .... and maybe a date .... but im not to worried about it ...



muah starshyne



vixcks

my tummy box feels broken

so i stumbled upon salad fingers... im in love

todai kiked ass!!

happi easter babes!!


pat and nancy came over and moms friend came we had a big italian easter..... yummy ...

i ate wai to much tho .. and my papers onli half wai done so im gonna work otu a little and finish my paper


bye babes
vic

flipper died a natural death, he caught a nasty virus

......wow.....

i told ryan about kris...
bad bad bad move
i miss ryan soo much
but now he hates me ...
well he says he doesnt .. but i know he does hes tired of this little girl and he wishes i never was
i miss him
and i will alwais love him
thats not even a fuckign question ...


why ?


there is a line of guys right now .....

i dont know what to do
i dont knwo what i want ...
i want to be with other peopel ..
but not if it fucks up me and ryan
not if one day he will be it .....
but isnt that the whole reason we split ?
cuz i want to try out every other guy ......

maybe if guys wernt so carnivorus
and every time i met one they asked me how i liek my sex
id liek more of them like i liek ryan

but i am nothing but your fuckign steak


take a fuckign bite while its still here


vic.....

*dreamers often lie in bed asleep while dreaming things true*

i was in mr spraggs class and he came around and handed us a pill ... and continued with class and he also had some blue wine stuff which i got some of and kept getting some ogf i drank liek half a bottle ... then he came around with the finisher pill for the first one .. the one that makes it work ... i thought 2wice about takign it but then i did .... i didnt wanna mix alcohol and ish but i did .. then i was lookign ata video and the screen was all dark and you couldnt make much out and i was liek look mom that how i see sometimes... and i reali do i cant stand it .. btu she says it was cuz i was drunk or making it up or somethign ..... or my hypotension .. but i wanted to be liek i think its cuz i tried pot or ciggarettes or somethign but yea !so i go down the hall to get to my bus and codys there and i go give him a hug and kiss and he says somethign about practice being everyday .. and im feakign out cuz i cant see and im kinda drunk .. so im liek todai !? and hes like no next week dont miss it (cody doesnt even have practice with me ) so i make my way down the hall with reali bad tunnel vision and i run down to where the busses are and there are alll these little freshmen girls useign dressers to baricade all the doors so we cant use busses cuz thier not good enough for thier preciouse tax dollars... so i bytch them out about how i have no car and it is free transportation and they dont have to do it but they do and it keeps my parents from bytching me out and yea.. so they tilt thiere heads and are liek omg ur right u make a piont you may pass so i go out there and thier are no busses.... the busses decided not to come due to the boycott...... so yea..... i notice one of the little bratts is dragging my dresser accross the asphalt... im pissed .. we just painted that thing ... so i ask her how the hell she got it and she said her brother who works at plan nine followed me into my house and snuck into my room when i was in the bathroom ..... im freaking out .... someo ne was fuckign in my house and i had zero clue... so i go up to my dorm room ... and its trashed... i put the door back together but i hear some one callign me name all horror movie like and im freakign out .. i out the door back up and hes liek i woudlnt do that and starts locking me in as i put doors up .. so i leave the last one open ... and put up a metal out line of a fox (from fox racing) and its my bfs logo or somethign across the hall ... connected to my room .. (as im dreaming i can hear jude law and thwe semester abroad ) so im waiting for him to come help me .. but i accidently knock a gas pipe open and start a fire ... so i turn on the shower and try to put everythign out .... but a lava flow starts and thier starts to be a narative voice and im explaining to him what happens to the girl .. she keeps getting under the shower so she wont die .. and she eventually getsout .......



it was wierd as fuck!!!!!

vic

i live in a pudding cup

i hate mornigns.... my eyes have grown a habbit of getting semi puffy in the mornings.... and my voice sounds liek sleep so when my mom calls and asks if im awake i cant fake it ...... i have a bunch of shyt to do todai so i thihnk i ll go de sleepify my self



mmmm shower




vic

talk to me dance with me in the spot light

i so just woke up .... ian left 17 messages.... i wish their was sometign i could say to make like easy and better ... but i cant ...

i went to the bathroom and i looked in the mirror and i saw a red mark on my forehead and thought .. mother fucker.. nto a zit! and i looked closer and its a fucking cut ... and i have oone on my nose too ... i have no clue what happend ...... i didnt have these when i went to bed last night ....

hmmmmmmmmm

i dont liek it .....

my horoscope says my secret admirer will slip a little todai and lemme know who he is .....


nothigns a secret/..........


well i must go get a jump on somethign ... or go back to bed im not sure yet....

either wai im done on here



muuuuuuah


vic

yoru a good dog

ok so i wrote that last entry in my note book at dads work .. whiel he was tellign me about a cd they made to make dogs happi ... it was krazy .. they had one for parrots with a song im a green chicken .... i loved it ! lol
i went out with andi we didnt spend much time togetehr tho she was runnign late .. she went to school late too .. im sorri babes! but i ate in front of the library .... for like 20 misn lol .. i burned the fuck outta my tounge ..a ndi went to plan 9 and bought a phsycadelic furs cd for me and my dad..

um ..... sela asked who my friend is ... and she told me to watch out ......

uh oh ...


o well .. im gonna chat tehn work on my paper !!


i fucking love you



vic

im a green chicken

alkaline trio reminds me of dark rainy days wich might explain my love for them. ive made a new friend , i like him , he is good people... i alreadi made ad idiot outta myself though, damn my memory for names and faces... blah!

*came to me like a dream
the kind that alwais leave
when the best part starts it ends so sbruptly
you just stand there nakid
in your bed room all alone
funny how some thing so soothign
gets interupted by the ring of a telephone

and you broke me like a ciggarette
that i busted on the day i quit
but now that ive been drinking
im outta smokes and i wish that i hadnt
woke up to my daily headache
and the realization that you are gone
oh my sweet darling happiness
youve been awai from me all along

came to me like a dream
the kind that alwais leave
when the best part starts it ends so sbruptly
we just stand there nakid
in your bed room all alone
funny how some thing so soothign
gets interupted by the ring of a telephone

one thing that i never said
im truely happy
in my heart and in my head *

LOVE alkaline trio , con todo mi corazon

i was talking to daddy and i was telling him about my new friend and how we were talkign music , i was talkign about how we have some of the same tastes and stuff and dad baisically said it woudl drive me nuts if i was with some one who didnt liek music... and i said yea thats why a certain person isnt workign to well .. i woudl go insane ...
but then he said he ruined me there is no wai i coudl go with out music and that my taste is broad ... i know a lot of bands most of you havnt heard of ... (ie. shonnen knife, patti rothburg, screaching weasles.. etc) i know there are some people to whom these dont applie but yea! i breath music ... and most all genres... i go from singing country on the bus in the mornings to belting alanis moresette or dashboard confessionals down the halls and build me up butter cup only to go home and jam out to bikini kill and the distillers or chillout to dmb and brand new or ok go and hot hot heat. i work to sarah mclaughin van morrison and abba ... i wouldnt have it any other wai .... which ryan said he loved me for my taste in music .. but i think he ment my passion for 90s alternative.. i love and miss that shyt ... cranberries jewel k's choice, nirvana , sublime, 3rd eye blind, matchbox20 , etc... i love it all ... was i the onli person who was brought up liek this ? dad says richie was brought up liek me .. sept hes in pa and we dont know each other too well .. we liek each others company .. but were both rather quiet together and i m never up there.... but i mean here.. is any one liek mehere?! ... ugh ... well yea i love you guys im off to write a paper .....


bye bye love

i cant feel this way much longer
expecting to survive
all these hidden inuendos
just waiting to arrive
its such a wavey midnight
you slip into insane
electic angel
rock and roller
i hear what your playin

ita an orangy sky
alais its some other guy
its just a broken lulabye
bye bye love

substitution mass confusion
lies in side my head
quit fogging all my energies
into your dizzy head
with eyes of porcilin
shot me into sence
you think your so illustriouse
you call your self intense


ita an orangy sky
alais its some other guy
stupid fuckign lulabye
bye bye love


vixc

at the library once more , this time with no fone!

ugh .. im at the library i got some work done but then i had to check on my myspace.. ye si got one of those things.. thier addictive and their sort alike mpr......ish ... but yea... ive been thinking about austin alot..... and also tryign to decide if i scare john or not ... i hope i dont i hope for once i didnt make an ass outta myself and that everythign will be fine........... but it hasnt happend yet so why shoudl i even think it will .... bah fucking humbug!!!!!!! lol

i onli have like 7 more mins online......


i miss every one and i dont have my fuckign fone ... tomarrow i get to go have lunch with andi love and todai i might see her a little bit too!! yay! but yea im gonna wrap this mess up!!! lol

Nachodisiac: i see
grayraynebowz: its a pain in the ass
grayraynebowz: isaid ass in a library in front of an 8 yr old....
grayraynebowz: i am bad ASS
grayraynebowz: lol
grayraynebowz: and hyper
Nachodisiac: lol


i am dork!!

vic

it onli hurts at first

i saw austin yesterdai .... it was an experience ... he was so sad and cute, hes prolly leaving for va beach soon ... im spending todai at the library .. ill prolly get to see andrea todai and / or tomarrow yay!.. ill talk to you guys more from thier computers!

muuuuah

Vic

you know i still love you

todai i brought in my baby pictures... i was such a fuckign cute kid .. i hope they got the picture... any way i talked to ethan today .. his hairs getting longer .. hes getting taller......................im all freaking out inside.... i wanna hug him and kiss him again ... im not good being single when it comes to ex bfs....


ugh .....


im just lonly ... iguess...

logan wants to go out some time .. .but mom saidi cant go ne where for a mtnh ..... cuz of grants and ish but im thinking that afterspring break ill be fine ... until report cards comecuz i know i have 2 a's but for all i know i could have 2 d'stoo .......... imight even have an f some where...... blah ... um i think im gonna go to the bathroom .... or nap or something im not liking this computer and im booooooorrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeddddd



pow


Vic

i lvoe meeting new people...

soem guy added my email addy .. some how .. his names julian and he lives in canada.....
baisically thats all i know for now ...


but ne wai i came on to beam about how im in constant thought of a certain person and i dont know how much i liek it cuz yea... i dont think i have a shot .. but it does keep me fromt hinkign i like every oen else... so its my grounder... *sigh* im realy gonna have to start working out ...


i miss andi!

o and im doing a paper all next week so there goes my spring break ...
if u wanna go out next week dream the fuck on!

caio babes!





vIc

AngryMohawkDwarf: NO! *sigh* i guess there is no real point in arguing against it...not like i have any power

AngryMohawkDwarf: huh?
grayraynebowz: if i kill her
grayraynebowz: ill be convicted
grayraynebowz: then sent to a womens jail
grayraynebowz: = no men
grayraynebowz: = no john
grayraynebowz: = hell
grayraynebowz: im sooo frustrated
AngryMohawkDwarf: ah
grayraynebowz: i wanan go see him and ask him to go do somethin
grayraynebowz: like right fucking now
AngryMohawkDwarf: yeah...a little munchkin like you? the diesel dykes would pass you around like currency...
grayraynebowz: im just sad cuz hes thinking of quiting subwai and thats the onli way i see him grayraynebowz: lol
grayraynebowz: i can hold for myself...
grayraynebowz: im to sexual to be passed like that too tho
AngryMohawkDwarf: uh huh
grayraynebowz: theyd liek me cuz i know what to do
AngryMohawkDwarf: oh
AngryMohawkDwarf: well damn
grayraynebowz: i mean!!! *innocence*
AngryMohawkDwarf: um...excuse me...i ...uh...have to...go to the bathroom....



i absolutly love flint .... our pointless convos!

i uh dont care ne more ... enjoi that

darkochick182: and the journal entry.. april used one of friends for pot and he gave it to her, and we it came time to pay up, she didn't, so he got jumped *his mom called here*.. and April told me that she hated him up until she gave her weed..
darkochick182: when*darkochick182: he was in the hospital.. they threw him through the windshield of a car, and then kicked the shit out of himdarkochick182: they broke 3 ribs..
darkochick182: and he had to get stitches on his head.. I think they said 14 stitches
darkochick182: she's been messing around a few friends of mine, offering them sex and whatnot.. and omg, she has like pictures of herself on the internet liek half-naked..
darkochick182: so I called her a cock-tease..
darkochick182: she is constantly jumping from guy to guy?
darkochick182: now, think about it.. if it was all fake where would I get this story from?...
darkochick182: why would I lie with a full-on story behind it?
darkochick182: see, I told you it wasn't about you
darkochick182: Jason Piadreddi, 17, 166 lbs, 5'9 and 1/2, caucasion white male, italian irish mix
grayraynebowz: jackie
darkochick182: lives on 4200 E tremont ave, bronx ny, 10465
grayraynebowz: just to let you know stories are easy to make up





im done rigth now i have more pressing matter..... and a stomach ache.... plus what kind of a friend would tell some one to tell her to stick it ?

yea enjoi ur silence....

fuck slef ritiouse people up the ass

I need to.. get this out..i dislike you!!! err.. you are a brat, and you know it, you use people, constantly... ickkkkkkkkkkkk! you make me want to vomit, you are a disgrace to girls everywhere.. I'm sorry.. and ya know, I'm sure I wrote this entry a zillion times before, but you're nothing than a cockteasing, betraying, backstabbing, manipulating slut, and that's all you will EVER BE.. IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE.. everyone thinks it, come on, get real, you know it's true.. "who cock can I tease today?" "oh, I hate him, hmm wonder what I can use him for," "well I'll like you this week, but next week, I'll hate you".. DO US ALL A FAVOR AND DROP THE FUCK OUT OF LIFE.. fuck off and die cunt, byez!*~Jax~*!Chad, you want an explanation about this just ask... heck, anyone who wants an explaination I'll post it for ya, just ask..





keep making your assumtions jax.. heres mine that this is about me ... and on my assumtion id like to tell you how much i appreciate your respect and love for me

fuck you
vic

*hyper spazes over the weather*

i actually wore flipflops todai ....
the sun is comeing back

im feeling better

i am the captain obviouse

Taurus(April 20-May 20)Enough with the clandestine encounters and the sidelong glances. You're ready to talk, and the urge will come upon you at the darnedest time. No one will expect this, either -- which will make it all the sweeter.

*looks aorund all shifty eyed*

um ... looks liek the stars want me to go for it ???

lol... well i uh .... talked to john todia ? does that count... i didnt exactly pounce on him .... but i am the captain obviouse *makes a face* damnit...... i dont look for trouble i swear to god it just falls into my lap .... so yea .. lots of smiles.. a free sub and now a reali lame convo playing on repeat in my head.... did you know im aloser ? lol
but yea! ....... as usual i couldnt tell you what i reali want.. so it doesnt reali matter right now

im working on grants for now.... and it reali blows but im relishing in my clean room!! yay!

and sarah came by work and brought me a mirror with a barbie face and hair and pearls on the back its wikid and kris and ryans 11th grade yr book photos and kailees 9th grade one..... *giggles!*

ok well i must go moms gettign mean ...


muah lovey

vic

*groans*

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Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Speaking of making a move, if you don't do it first -- and you know how fond you are of that sort of thing -- someone else will. Enough with thinking about it, mulling it over and trying to decide which moment would be best. Use your instinct -- which has yet to let you down, if you think about it -- and just do it. They've been waiting long enough, and so have you. Besides, isn't it nice to keep this new interest on their toes?

*todai is the greatest dai ive ever known*

so yay! i got my computer back!! which means my room in spotless...... yea i worked hard for this bytch!!! lol
yesterdai i talked music with daniel ... its felt good... he asked me if i heard of tonic... and i couldnt sai that i had onli to come home and hear them on the radio.... good job tori!

but yea ... moms been pissy so my week i was sposed to spend with kris got shot down ... im sorrrrrrrry ....

wow my room is done! its so wierd... /// my next goal is my body ... i think im starting to get sick .... liek my body isnt reacting well to things im eating ... so no more eating after 8 and no more random junk binges... whcih will suck .. cuz im so starting my period ne dai now ..... ugh! ... but i bougth my self a water bottle ... so more water less junk ... and no late night cravings ... then we'll start workign out more and viola...... i should be able to feel a little better about myself....

i hope


ryan gormes's mom had a baby ... a little boy .. well she was sposed to have it fridai so i think she had it ... but congraduatlions

ugh! ... my bras dont even fit ne more!!!!!
i hate being a sabatini ....
damn geanes

jeremy told shayne i said he was pretty..... *sigh*
i love ridign home with joe and jeremy ....... i love hanging out with guys .. there so more open and less tricky then girls...... and thier fun to make fun of too! lol


but i shoudl shorten this up for now

caio babes

she thinks hes the fuckign cats meow

ok well numbe rone news flash ... mommy took away my power cord for my computer so no computer..... sept for in here ... so kris i hope you kept my fone number...,

um yea..., so i had a good weekend .. my body hurts all over .. im not reali sure why my shoulders are so sore... and im very sure why my leg and neck hurts but ye a.. im not in the best mood todai .. adn im not taking any of ryans jokes well and i reali just wanna got to practice now ....



blahfuckignblah


i dont have ne thign to say right now

vi c

lucki

i would elaborate ... but my head hurts

bye love!

*tail of the sun*

morning voicemails

i love waking up to voicemail...... *smiles*
todai will be a good dai ...
i get sushi!
and i get to see kris!
does it get much better?

yes it does cuz mommy and daddy wont be home after i get home!

lol well im off to work!

bye babe



o btw!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAI to daddy and mr small
happi big 4 0 guys!

its a blog not a diary

ugh im haveign a total stress attack latly... and it makes me need sleeeep ... uhg

im about to go to practice but i need to post.. i feel so nakid latly ive gone to nly wearing one necklace i put the sun charm i have with malachite stones on my rustic silver chain and am donign that .. i feel pagan ... nakid... and pretty.... and very clean .. i have no idea why

i did soem extra credit in spanish todai ..a nd tonight i have a lot of drawing to do for that class.... ee!

i dont reali have ne thign to sai so i will stop wasteing your time


bye bye love

vIc

recovered borderline patient

woke up this morning .... walked down the stairs where i was being yelled for ... started the laundry ... but on my way down the stairs i closed my eyes and saw my cell fone with a voice mall message on it ..... hmmm i went back up stairs picked up my fone turned it on and bingo 3 mins later there was my voice mail alert...i call it ... its "bundy" telling me i should call ryan and tell him how much i love him and let him take me awai to az to get married and start a cool family ...... moms on the line ....... she tells me to get off...then im gettign called again .. i go down stairs not lookign forward to what she has to say ... she cant stand the fact i still talk to ryan .. she thinks he is horrible and doesnt beleive i had as much invested in him as i did and thinks its easy for me to just say goodbye... well it isnt .. and yea it sucks cuz now i have to sneak and not tell them i still talk to him ..
o and now shes takin up teasing me about kris....... jesus christ...
it woudlnt be so bad if she did imidiatly tell me to clean the bathrooms i cleaned leik 4 days ago ... vacum the whole house and do all of the laundry ...mom is just to much .... she needs it all .. and then shes hatefull on top of it ...


but i stayed downstairs and re listened to the message to make sure i heard it right and made the eggs mom told me to make for myself (shes not good peopel lol ) and just to let you know ... im not good at making eggs.... i can make jus about anythign else..... just never make me make eggs...
and my glass of generic v8 tomato juice...

and the south beach diet begins...

so i had to stay awake cuz i had just eaten so i rewatched girl interupted and im about to tape it ... that and jaw breaker... awsome movies i love my sarah she has the best taste and she's so good to me .. i hope she gets in and i hope we have a blast next year...

o yea! my check bounced at vcu! wtf!? .... ugh .... ill fix it .. i was onli short liek 3 dollars too .... blah!

ive been looking for scholarships and thier all esays and i was downstairs and mom woudlnt shut up about how i have to get on it and start doing scholarships.... i was liek yea but theres this essay and this art project and yea ive got a few i saw .. and she was leik well come on tori! you just have to fill out a bunch of forms! .... i looked at her liek she was insane... their alllll essays mom .. all of them ! there isnt one form ... she looked down and was liek o...
lol ... not liek she got a scholarship... cuz she didnt go to college... she did the nursing school thing ...

i will never in a million years be a nurse...

ever....

my horoscope yesterda said someone might be planning a suprise for me .. made me sad.. i never get suprises.... blah

well my tummys freakign out .. adn i need to go start this tape ..... and cleaning...

muah!*****


vic