happy hallloween

so life is currently very happy
i went out sat night all dressed up and prolly will do the same tonight . im helping carissa and amanda get ready for their art halloween party ... um ja!

so i must be off

today is thanksgiving

thats it i give up ...
today is honerary thanksgiving

http://calmblueocean46.blogspot.com/

i woke up and felt liek thnksgiving and i wander downstairs in my little sweater and the football game is on ...wtfuck ...
i only ever see foot ball on thanksgiving ...
and then phil tells me about how hes gonna go eat turkey and stufing and cranberry sauce .. etc... and i swear to god i missed a mnth ...

and then that blog .. omy ...


melody said it felt like christmas and i told her to leave my time frame alone!!!
lol

poor me

vic

you cant fake this hard enough to please everyone or any one at all

so i learned how to get the spammers away!!! wooooooo
but that does mean if you wanna comment you must type the word .. so get on that witht he word typign and the commenting and ish ...
i burned my finger on my pants..
damn im hot LOL
and a loser
my cool ratign goes down liek 50 pnts when im tired
so how abotu that sleep thing
much love

vic

ten things i hate about you

i love how strong you are even if it qualifies you to be an ass hole any time you want
i love how u think im cute when im doign nothing special at all
i love how u let me be a chick and not walk all over me for it but dont let me be an idiot....
i love how u do insanly sweet things liek answering the one question every girl asks but no guy ever answers
i love your stomach .. and your biting
i love how ur real
and how you come see me
and pay for my freinds when we go out even if it was just once..
i love how cute and sweet u can be even tho u refuse to admit you are

i love how u make me smile for no damn reason just that you exist....

i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word that i said.

yay for alkaline trio
yay for amanda im in amandas room right now listeing to her play guitar wishing iw as a singer i love that girl to peices.. new best freind..

rememeber when i said i love
forget it i take it back
i was just a stupid kid back then i take back every word i said


tomarrows monday i dunno if im goign out with megan i prolly need to go to sleep early but college is fun
boy friends are fun
new friends are fun
floor 3 is fun too
lol
ummm '
i walked to 7 11 with amanda and i got this apple ginger spice soda... OMG... yum ...
hobos are scary ... so is richmond in general at night
some one got shot last night then richard told us horror storys and iw a sleik um im deffinitly goign in .... right now ..



hmm



vic

killbabiesgotohell

twice this week i have had todealw ith the insane over churched protestors. first was a girl with a huge yellow sign telling us we were all DEFFINTILY goign to hell . today the pro life people are out side and it makes me want to mame them . they have a huge sign tellign us if we kill babies were goign to hell accompanied by two more people holding signs a little shorter than me with blown up pictures of dead babies.
i want to tear down the pictures and hurt the people .... it makes me upset that they take the worst possible out comes they can find and tell people its the norm .. i hate that they are so damn closed minded and i wish that they woudl hand out fliers offering aid or help to people having to make this difficult decision liek planned parent hood does they dont scream at you and shove down ur throat information telling you you MUST have an abortion ... every one go get pregnant right now and make an appointment ... no you NEVER hear shit liek that but they are so out raged at the innocents being brutally slaughtered that they must tell us were all dieing of some horrible disease called humanity and there is no cure the only cure is to come help them make peopel wanna burn their eyes out and pass out flyers...

do not be uninformed but do not shove your belifes on any one either ... people need to make decisions not be guilted into things
life is yours

vic

yay for finished psyc homework

i dont remeber if i put on here how the carpathian guy was full of shit or not but ill elaborate later... so yea.. life is good i finished my homework .. i just need to read some this weekend but ill do that at home ..kewl ... ummmmmm

my computers being a TOTAL fucktard... not justa retard... its that bad.. it blue screaned me last night onli for every thing to work afte rliek 5 reboots except for internet explorer... aim works...wtf..... but i do belive i must go pack .. home time ... so yea.... i lvoe you guys .. im just in a good mood...

*hugs*

vic

once upon a time i was losing my self ....

wow...
tonigth has been....
interesting...
i was outside with chelsea and gode?(sp) and i met this guy mason and gin was there and a few people and out of no where there were gun shots... yea..wow ... so im following the crowd RUNNING inside... and im doing it slowly cuz... its nto realy where we are so i dunno ... and gin starts screamign at me and chelsea ... cuz were weak defensless girls to get the fuck inside... ..... yea... and then he hurt him self so i stayed outside with gode and kenny? maybe thats his name i dunno .. i dont liek him at all .... so it doesnt matter LOL sorri i am bitch ... but any way me and him get to know each other better and hes reali chill and ish so yea fun ... then i finally come back inside visit miranda .. pounce kam... but miranda blew my fun part... and told him i was coming ... and yea...

gun shots...
city...
wow.

so yea deff sleep time i spent to much time out with him talking so yea..

goodnight starshine ill love you tomarrow


vic

mr fisho the third!

i forgot i got a new fisho sundai! ... im in love with him ... my new baby .. i miss heidi and all but this guy fits on my deska nd he plays in his plant and i love it!!! yay... im so happi ...


sleep times


vic

ketchup

so i have been inspired to take this blog back up .. considering i need more thigns to do online and i miss people takign em seriousely... or at least reading and laughing and smilign and liek .... god i love tori and her crazy ways...

so college is exciting ... kind of .. see i miss people ... i miss knwoing people and being able to claim them and hug them and love them and make jokes and feel liek one of the group again and every time i think abotu this i think of hayley and kailee... and well since ive been here ive noticed a few other super close friends.. like maureen ... so to make my story a point filled one... i started to get super depressed this morning and missed high school and missed all my friends and decided to cheer myself up id go to kams room so i woudlnt be alone ... ended up watching him im a few peopel till i layed down on his bed and hence came the tears... at least i was quiet and not hysterical .... which is good.. but then he was singing and i smiled and i felt a little better to just release some physical emotion....
then later i got ahold of miranda and went and got food... miranda is my favorite person here .. she is soo adorible and shes leik me .. onli ... she dresses different lol ... shes so cute tho! lol we have the same exact build and we both have family in scranton ... isnt that wikid?! ,.... lol but yea so i went over and we called kam and watched bloody mary which was kinda an urban legend movie so i loved it to peices.. and mid way im gettign happyer cuz im relizeing .. i may not have a lot of freinds but miranda and natalie are super cute and sweet and ... nice.... and thats all i need ...

... i am still very sick of every guy looking right thru me tho ... but i guess thats just soemthing i alwais have and alwais will need to get used to ... i dont look particularly easy or attention grabbign ... so .. yea... im nto reali that boring ... i just dont wanna cut off people so im nutral .. lol ... i love every thing and every body so why shoudl i favor one over the other?

im babbeling ...

i miss you guys ...
and i love my new freinds...

its a good ... day

<3

(maybe i shoudl have mentiond i start ragging soon .. explains it alllllll)


-vic

hippie dippy shake

drunk hippie
so i met this wikid hippie .. lol she was so wasted but she kept telling me how beautiful i was LOL she was cute... i met this guy chase hes in buisness with me which is awsome! the onli other buisness student ive met so far! lol

life is decent im just bummed i hate losing stuff


lol but i got to turn down a new drug .. he said it was poppers? i had never heard of it but i was liek nah man its chill im straight so yea im proud of me!

husbands gf

so todai i did all my last minute shopping and what not and were in the mall getting me new jeans cuz i go thru jeans liek candy .. and we walk past pac sun and im lookign in and im like omg what a cute girl with short hair i wish i could .... wooooah!!! thats husbands gf!!!!!!!! so of course i went in smiled all big at her shes very cute in person ... her pictures do her little justice but yea.. so i had to post that .... lol

buuut i got a bunch of shit todai spent over a hundred bucks and mom bought half the shit too lol .. igot plenty of jeans .. three pairs of shoes a new skirt some super cute tops... im excited and i cant wait til tomarrow.. im on michaels comp right now ..

*squeeee*

im liek exploding.. im so happi.. im started fresh ... im excited im reali excited to meet kam tho .. he seems so cool ... one cool kittie.. ummm.. my room looks so bare i took so much off my walls and i almost started to cry cuz it was the first time i felt like i was moving... the cars all packt so now all we have to do is get there early and un pack but i seem to have an appointment at 12 so i hope ill be awake ... there is noo room in my car AND michaels not coming .. i had to leave a bunch of shit too ... *sigh* next weekend ill get it back ... *distracted* wow bad anime SUCKS.... lol wow im excitttteeeeeddddddddddddd





i shoudl go and get dressed or something .. ...shove some more stuff in the car... *sigh* moving is a bitch



*LOVE*

vic

shooting stars

last night i saw two shooting stars with ryan .... weve made every thing better.....
im so glad were not so angry any more

i need to get hayley to listen to my thing from jamie i swear t god... him and chris ... ja know??? lol


ugh ... no one reads this mess... *sigh*

i miss when it used to be hoppin and shit LOL


vic

lastima

sooo im leavign in 2 weeks.....
wow.
....
wow...
so i decided im gonna miss the fuck outta my dad...
i love our random spansih convos....
we had one infront of matt ibers (sp) ...... *laughs ass off*


mmmmmmm



im excited

o.,.,christ.,.,.,.,fuckme

guess who has to go to work todai .,.,.,.,,.



ughhhhh



crap

stroke

so mom hit a peak .,.,
she started bitchign first thing this mornign .,.,w hich isnt all that un heard of.,,. as a matter of fact im sick of it..,s ick of all her bitching.,.,., so shes screamign and yelling and carrying on and im in the bathroom minding my own buisness gettign ready to take out the trash she started to bitch about.,.,., while i hear dad ask what happend and shes freakign out gouing im gettign a shotting pain in my head.,., these damn kids are giving me a stroke.,.,. i get up and leave the bathroom onli fo rher to be in the door way and she starts screamign abotu how the house isnt clean and i need to vacuum her bathroom .,., and she sorta shoves me but the whole time she is holding her damn head cuz u knwo what she cant be calm.,. ever.,., irespond a hell of a lot better to "tori go clean my bathroom " that "TORI for fUCKs SAKE u DOnt DO SHIT AROUND HER U COULD AT LEAST CLEAN MY FUCKIGN GODDMANED BATHROOOM" yea id say i respond alot better.,.,., so moms having her "stroke" downstairs and dads doing that massage thing .,.a nd i take out the trash while michael cries on the stairs cuz "his mommy" is broken .,.,., yea.,., she was alwais his mommy he was sucha mommys boy i on the other hand alwais wanted to be by myself and if i was with any one it was dad.,.,

i guess things are different in familys that u wernt planned or reali wanted in .,.,, cuz u knwo what .,. im almost sure the reason shes so fuckt up is cuz neither me nor michael were planned and she was 21 when i was born .,,. i know she regrets it.,., btu u know what she can shove it up my ass cuz she had me and im her fuckign kid not her fuckign slave that hasnt met her god damn standards.,.,.,


vic

dreaming again

ugh .,.,
i drempt about school again .,.. in the dream i decided goign back to the high school is pointless.,., and i had class with matt rumphelt.,. and we ended up gettign together.,,.., and we were leaned down on the desks like all class just kissing and being all lovey but the wierd part is in the begining i didnt wanna hook up with matt.,., which didnt make sence.,., cuz its matt.,., whose children i ve wanted to have since i met him .., *sigh* dreams are wierd.,., i wish i would dream abotu my jamie.,.,..,

*SIGH DAMNIT*

im so emo latly.,., but itsok .,., im just realy frustrated why dont i have my liscence.,.,., why dont i have a car.,.,,.


*sad*


vic

dreamer

so the other nigth i drempt about liek a prom thing and every oen was there i remeber tamika and preciouse comeing in and precouse talked ot me and i was admiring her hair .,., there were those little white shells all in it .,.., and it wa sina biig pony tail it was cute.,.,the next day (ysterdai) she came intot hte store.,., wierd.,., last nigth i drempt abotu school iw as walkign around and i liek tripped on chet who was smoking a cigg in the hall way and mr scruggs just walked on by and iw as leik well yea makes sence hes the cool teacher.,., so then i sorta stand there and watch him for a minute im kinda ocnfused at this piont.,., i go to the bathrooms after lookign in a door waya nd seeing a party in a new club room and i walk int the girls bathroom door only for there to be no wall between it and the party and no doors ont he stalls .,., it was wierd .,.,., and no i didnt see chet todai .,., that woudl have freaked me OUT

iheartyou

Taurus
(April 20-May 20)
That romantic roll you're on isn't going anywhere just yet, which is just the way you like it. The good news is that the person you're sighing over is on the same page -- and there isn't any bad news.

rhinestone clock

wow so ive been busy.,., wow

ok so todai was a day liek any other sundai .,., boring as fuck then i go out with sarah .,., we go to see war of the worlds but first we go out to eat at amigos and our waitor was nice.,.,.,. and sarahs getting kinda antsy .,., moving on .,,. we go to the mall but it is very closed *DAMNIT!* sooo then were at the intersectiona nd i wa sliek theres a book store over there i wonder if thier open and THEN i see whole foods! *inspiration* SARAH weMUST go to whole foods .,., sarah sais " damn hippi" lol .,., so we go in and im like spastic searchign the store.,,. walkign along the walls and im giggling to my self cuz damni look silly .,., i tell sarah im lookign for adam,.,., cuz he works there.,., but alas.,,.., lack of adam.,., so we check out i bought me and sarah tea and water,.,.,.,.,mmmmm tazo peach tea is god! .,.,so the check out guy is uber georgouse and uber sweet and im liek do u know an adam who works here? and he thinks and thinks and hes liek yea i do i ask if hes working.,., " no i dont think so , but i can tell him .,.,., (tori) stopped by" so i smiel and thank him and walk out with a smiel on my face yay for husband now he will eb happi cuz i came to meet him .,., even tho .,,. i didnt get to .,.*sigh* but now sarahs cool with it so ill find out when he works again and ill stop by .,., yay but she kept going on abotu our lovely casheir who was gorgouse.,.,., but might be very gay lol .,., oo! i skipped the big lots part.,.,w e went to big lots and i bought my self some cute earigns and must have underwear! lol .,., shoudl i be ashamed i get cute underwear at biglots?! lol .,.,,. *sigh* they were fuckign cute and cheap so back off lol .,.,., oo but i like my earings.,., long and dangly .,., good stuff!!!

!!!!!AND sarah brought her jagged little pill cd and i got to scream alanis liek the whole time we were in the car!! she is my god.,., nothign higher than her in my book *swoons*

so the movie was amazing.,,.t he hot guy .,.,., was hot ,..,., and i dont mean tom lol .,,.,. and that girl is an awsoem little actress i love her! lol
ok im out .,., miss me much lol .,.., ill be aorund again

:::::::love::::::::

vic